Now put your hands up!

Hello all. Introducing another piece to the puzzle, me, Zoe. So this is the Summer of Love and I began mine by.....breaking up with the boy. Yes, I did it. It’s strange to think back to when the boy and I first met and thinking to myself “This is perfect” and then only a short time later thinking to myself “This is not so perfect”. It’s a very disappointing feeling. It was a short lived relationship but a relationship nonetheless and although we did have a few things in common, he ultimately wasn’t worth my time. Oh well. Moving on.

So, now what?

Since I am single again, I am not completely sure if I should be back on the prowl? I am more than content with being single, it’s nice and there’s a lot to like about being single, but it’s also nice to have that someone who gives you those butterflies, someone to daydream about, someone you want to pretty yourself up for, someone who makes you feel so excited just because you’re going to see them, someone that can make your heart smile.

There are a few boys that have been talking to me (nothing serious of course, but there are some definite vibes). One, Tyler, who I have a lot in common with, very easy going, easy to talk to, a bit of an interesting person.....I am unsure about if I find him physically attractive, which sounds shallow but let’s be honest with ourselves.....we are all an eency bit shallow. He would like to hang out with me some time. Let’s see. Two, Jordan, I’ve known him for a long time. He is a very attractive young man, if having babies was in my future (which it’s not....by choice) I think we would be doing the world a favor by having one because our child would be drop dead gorgeous (sounds cocky, but if you saw this boy...ooo). The thing about Jordan is...I feel that he’s very innocent and we also have different beliefs. We have always flirted with each other, but I guess it was always bad timing with us, I had a boyfriend for a while and then he eventually got a girlfriend. Now we don’t have either of those. So. Yeah. I will stop there.

I do not know what I want, which is probably something a lot of us find ourselves saying on a daily basis. I feel like I gave a lot of myself into my last relationship and I need to recharge and reevaluate. I don’t think I am going to actively look for a boy, whatever happens happens. I will just go with the flow and see where that takes me. It should be fun.