Sandy doesn’t address the “I love you” comment but blames it on Paul’s sleep-talking.
Paul’s evil ex-girlfriend, Bubbles, tortures Sandy!
Okay.. so no one is torturing me. But ladies, how do you deal with jealousy??
Bubbles writes on Paul’s Facebook very often. They laugh, they have inside jokes, she wears a bikini in her profile picture yet... he is with me, not her, I understand that. In fact, he left her for me. He told her not to move to Florida and broke up with her. So I win. But why do I still feel like I’m losing? These irrational fears are getting in the way of every day life. I’ve had nightmares that wake me up, I’m constantly checking Bubbles’ page, I’m questioning Paul’s loyalty, and I’m even upset that we aren’t FBO. I already know that I’m the jealous type, but I really can’t let this consume me!
How do you deal with jealousy? Whether it’s about an ex’s past, not getting enough attention from friends or family, or maybe just jealous of another person?
So far I’ve tried to ignore it, accept it, and surround myself with positive people when I’m in a bad mood because of it. Talks with Holly and my mom (surprise, surprise) have really helped me get a grip, but I still feel unfulfilled. I’d like to confront Paul, but I don’t want to cause controversy...
Beware of the Dog by Jamelia
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