Ain't no thang but a G thang.

Sorry Holly about this late post.

Not much has changed since the last time I posted. Things are still confusing, I am still confusing and confused and I just don’t know what to think of anything. I’m not sure if I should continue with what we have, what we’ve got is fun. Tons of fun. I just don’t want to get comfortable and have expectations. He is very affectionate and I catch myself thinking about him in my free time and I don’t know if thats a bad thing? I just wouldn’t think it would be a good thing to do because maybe he’s not thinking about me, now I’m starting to try and think about what he’s thinking about. The other night in bed I told him he was fun, he told me I was as well. We both asked each other why we thought we were fun, I replied saying “Just cause you’re laid back, chill, you don’t take things so seriously...” he replied “I think you’re fun because you’re not uptight like most girls, you’re different than any other girl I’ve met....and you laugh at all my bad jokes”. Um. I don’t know. Yeah. I would love to continue this, but I know I’m probably going to get hurt. I guess. Fuck it. I’ll have my fun. Who cares.

He and I went to get some froyo the other night and we shared one and he held my hand on the way back home in the car.

GAH!