Man oh man, ummm sorry bout last week guys, I've been a little....everywhere? So, let's just say ladies.....I am honestly having a summer of PASSION...and I am also sorry if that grossed any of you guys out (cause I know it most likely did). I am having a ton of fun, no worries, no stress, no expectations, but.....a little confused I suppose. As we all know, Collin and I are friends with a few benefits. We've still been spending a lot time together, well not really in the day, mainly when it gets toward the end of our days and we're done doing what we do in the day. We spend the night at eachothers places regularly and really just goof off. We talk a lot and make fun of eachother, watch stupid movies and whatnot. I guess when I say I'm a little lost is because of this : I've had a friend with benefits before and I guess each one will be different, but I just find this a bit strange. The last FWB I had last summer was strictly just kind've like this *ring ring* "Hello" "Oh, hey" "Wanna come over to my place and watch a movie late at night?" "Of course, be there in ten"......*Yawn* and out the door he goes or I go. No hangin' out, no conversation really, strictly business (please don't judge guys :/ )
Well anyway, here's the deal with Collin. He'll call me sometimes to invite me over for dinner, he invites me places (like the other week he invited me out with his buddies to go to the springs and go canoeing, where he flirted with me the entire day and afterwards we took a nap together), he also invited me to this wedding with him in a couple weeks, he texts me often (he was at a wedding this past weekend in Jax, he kept inviting me to go and while he was at the reception he was texting me the entire night telling me I should come up to the wedding, joking but still asking, we texted til like 2 am just saying silly things), when I went back home for the weekend he texted me "Hey bugaboo you left already?" (like what is that?) we cuddle a lot which is nice, sometimes he'll just come up to me and kiss me, he'll come over my apartment just to hang out (no funny business), he's come over and brought me a whole fruit and cut it up for me while I just laid around and relaxed, he texted me last night to see if I was in town while he was at work and we hung out and something was different...we hadn't seen eachother in a few days because we've been out of town and I was sitting at his computer and he just comes up and hugs me, he just recently he told me I was beautiful and I told him that was very sweet and everything and he replied that he needs to say it more often...I like where we are at right now and I'm totally fine with being FWB, it's not a big deal, but....I guess this just is different then what I was used to. I just don't know what's going on and I kinda don't want to know just cause again I like where we're at and I don't want to jinx things I suppose. It's like we have nothing and something at the same time. I do my own thing still and same goes for him.
Sometimes I wonder what is truly going on in his mind and what his honest intentions are...then I just think about ice cream and that thought goes away.
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