The Sweetness

I'm sorry that I left you all hanging yesterday. I know your probably all holding your breath wondering what is happening in my life lol ok probably not... but regardless, things have been going quite well on my end, with the exception of some roommate issues that still need to be worked out...

Things with Maverick and I have been going very well! We have been spending a lot of time together lately going out for dinner (or me cooking for him), going to the movies, and.... sleeping :-) He ended up sleeping over Sunday night and no, THAT did not happen. But he would randomly grab me to snuggle throughout the night and even woke me up with kisses. And apart from him telling me that I sound like a leave blower when I'm sleeping, it when great! But he did warn me that he sometimes will talk in his sleep, so I'm thinking some pay back may be necessary when I witness his sleep talking. Maybe coerce some interesting information without his knowledge :-)

There is one thing that I am kinda wondering about though... I don't exactly know where we stand. Like I know that I'm into him and I'm pretty positive he feels the same, but its just that female need to put a label on everything.... But also, there are certain conversations that I know are pretty important to any blooming relationship that need to be had. I just don't know how to start them. I just feel awkward... and also, like the questions about past relationships n stuff... I don't wanna come off as bitching about my most recent ex because it will come off as me not being over him. but even worse, I dont want to get emotional about it, which I still have been doing when i go to my weekly appt... i dont know what to do... gah!

but anyways, for the record, Maverick is pretty much the best cuddler I've ever cuddled with! And he says that I fit perfect when I lay on his shoulder. And he says that I'm gorgeous and beautiful at least every time I see him! He catches me off guard with all this sweetness! I'm just not used to it at all. But boy am I enjoying it!!!

Until next time ladies, love you all
Jess