heyy ppl. so things are better now. i feel more equipped to deal with life! isn't that exciting??? i think so. i'm thinking it's amazing how my mood has changed fairly quickly so either the worst is over and the storm is finally gone for real and things are looking up or i'm bipolar.lol. I have a good feelin it's the former.
i am choosing to be happy from now on. that's all there is too it. if i can make it through the hard times, and i have, (and i'm not gonna lie, it was very difficult to do and at the time, i didn't how i could) then you can appreciate the good times. And that's what i am placing all my thoughts on, the good times. mainly, myself and my happiness as a priority. when things were bad, worry only got me so far. i found that joy can come out of the most unlikely places and i am not gonna sit around worrying when theres much more to enjoy. yeah, being home for the summer is an difficult adjustment. my parents annoy the crap out of me sometimes. my sister is included as well. most of my friends are far away. i haven't managed to get a job yet. BUT my family loves me and my 2 best friends that i've known almost my life are here, i'm healthy, i have what i need and life... life is good.
no, i haven't found a boyfriend, a summer fling, or even a guy with the slightest potential to be either. but i feel more confident in myself and feel happy with my life and that's all i can ask for right now. some things that recently occured shook up my world but i can say i made it through and i feel stronger now. call me a fortune cookie but everything happens for a reason . for now, i am going to focus soley on myself and my happiness (because i can) and enjoy the calm, if not a little boring, summer. the best part of it is, the summer isn't over yet. who knows what will come next? I'm pretty sure it's gonna be amazing. i may have high expectations but i rather think postively and be wrong, then think negatively and be right.
JESS: i am more than elated for u and mav. my gosh girl you have no idea how happy it makes me to hear that u are happy right now! and u were the one opposed to summer of passion. ha.
Zoe: M.I.A.??? it's ok lol but i do wanna hear about ur life soon
Sandy: have fun this weekend, and of course, i say this legit all the time but "never settle for ANYTHING less than you deserve"
i miss u all immensely.
-Holly Golightly
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