Okay, I came to a decision a while back that I am indecisive. The end. Haha just kidding, no but seriously I ended things with the boy...again? Yep. So here’s what happened, I broke up with him once, we talked things out, he wanted things to happen again and that things would be different, I was still unsure but I thought yknow we could have some fun maybe my feelings will replenish themselves.....um yeah didn’t happen. Granted he was very sweet, very thoughtful, showered me with presents, it just wasn’t there anymore and as much as I knew he wanted things to work again I just couldn’t waste his time. So. I hadn’t talked to him in a couple weeks, remember that one date we went on and it was great and fun, well that was the last I saw of him and even talked to him ( I kinda sorta tried to avoid him maybe?) I wanted to end things via text or AIM BUT some people thought that wouldn’t be polite. Blah. So, I wasn’t going to go over to his place (waste of gas HELLO) and he needed to get his DVDs back and whatnot, so he came over my place. What makes this worse is the day I wanted to end things he drove an HOUR AND A HALF to come to my apt.....eek. Thaaaat sucked. He came over and showered me with kisses (on the cheek caussee to be honest I just couldn’t do it. I couldn’t) He made me two mix CDs and bought me a candied apple (cause Ive never had one before) We sat on the bed. I was awkward. He wanted to cuddle and I...didn’t. So I said dun dun dunnn “We need to talk” the boy says “oh I knew this was coming”. Sum things up I told him i didnt want to be with him anymore, he thought he was the best most “awesome” (and yes ladies he did say awesome) boyfriend ever, but whatever it’s done. He gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek and he was on his way (he then made it FBO and deleted me as a friend on FB).
In the midst of all this boy drama, I kinda was hanging out with a couple other boys.
One we shall call Fox. He is foyyynne. and. has a kid. Meh. Well anyway Fox and I met thru friends and we share a few of the same friends. We hung out a couple times, it was very relaxed, very natural but nothing too special I suppose. Although this boy is fine, he kinda moved really quick, like after a couple hang outs he wanted to kiss me? So, I told him I just wanted to be friends. Too fast there buddy. So the end.
In the midst of all that boy drama, I spent some time with another boy (ladies I know I sound kiiiinda slutty? but...insert statement that makes me not look/sound like a slut here...) So anyway this boy we shall call Collin, has been very sweet, very thoughtful, all this good stuff, we’ve known each other for a while and have hung out quite often. We flirt and have a lot of fun together, things never get too serious or awkward and it’s just nice. We’ve been hanging out regularly and we both know we don’t want anything serious ( duh, i just got out of a relationship ) but we enjoy each others company. So far, it’s been great, we go to the beach, watch movies, play video games, he cooks me food, I get wonderful massages, it’s good :) Let’s just say I think I have my summer fling. Knock knock summer of passion, Zoe’s here.
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